Parshat Chukat 2024 - Reentry is our responsibility
By Dan Cohen
Written in conversation with Rabbi Steven Jacobs, Hon. Betty Yee, and Jeff Shachat.
One of the complex parts of life is being okay with mystery and believing that Gd has a hand in things we can’t control or understand. Emunah asks us to live a mitzvah-informed life even if we don’t always know why we do so.
Emunah also asks us to keep the door open to teshuvah (return) for everyone.
In 1999, Jason Bryant, 20, and Ted Gray, 22, joined a third man in attempting to rob a drug dealer's home. A gun battle broke out, resulting in the death of a resident. Bryant, though not the shooter, was convicted of murder and sentenced to 26 years to life. Gray, who fired shots and was also shot three times, received a 40-year-to-life sentence for murder, robbery, and firearm enhancement.
While incarcerated, Bryant transformed his life, earning a bachelor's degree and two master's degrees in philosophy and psychology, becoming a state-certified counselor.
About ten years ago, Bryant and Gray reconnected and started several inmate programs, focusing on rehabilitation and personal growth.
Their dedication to positive change led Governor Gavin Newsom to commute their sentences, and they were released in March 2020.
Today, they run Creating Restorative Opportunities and Programs (CROP). CROP works with inmates before release to ensure their success once out of jail. They even recently opened housing for 200 individuals in Oakland to help returnees find stability.
Something very positive, a program to help former inmates return to life, emerged from something awful, a deadly criminal act. I assume no one could have seen this positive outcome emerge from a negative origin.
This week, we learn about the command of the red heifer. Chapter 19 opens with instructions to bring a pure, unblemished red heifer and give it to the priest, who will take it outside the camp. He will slaughter it, sprinkle some blood, and then burn it. These ashes are mixed with water and used to purify those who came in contact with the dead or are ritually impure.
The mixture makes an impure recipient “pure” again and able to approach the Mishkan.
The mitzvah also has the impact that the priest who prepared the mixture becomes impure. This duality has challenged our sages for millennia.
So many mitzvot make sense, or perhaps their reason could be discerned. This one, however, remains a bafflement.
Rashi identifies that the mitzvah's “supranational” element reflects Gd's personal decree, and we don’t get to wonder about it.
The Rebbe's Chumash identifies that the Ohr Hachayim highlights we are credited with observing all 613 mitzvot just for observing a mitzvah that defies easy understanding. By observing something we cannot comprehend, our Emunah proves to be at its most potent.
Emunah in Gd and each other is essential to living a full life. By engaging in this mitzvah, we manifest our belief in Gd and our belief in each other as part of the remediation for our sins.
In conversation with my friends about this mitzvah, we also reflected on the relationship between the individual and the community.
The mitzvah of the Red Heifer teaches us that no individual can return from a state of tumah, or unholiness, alone. It requires the community and the priest to invest their energies and be available to the individual.
It also reflects that the individual must avail herself of the community if she wants to return. This may be especially true when we try to return from our deepest, darkest places alone.
Ted Gray and Jason Bryant reached a very low place due to their criminal activity. Their actions brought about the death of another human. In many ways, they were tumah or unclean.
Yet, from that low place, they found wisdom and accessed the resources to help and guide others. At the same time, the criminal justice system that subjected and condemned these two men also provided a platform to elevate and eventually free them.
It's the 30th anniversary of the Rebbe's passing. I've learned from him that our better nature and Hashem are always available to us if we take a step in the right direction. He also taught me that we must never lose sight of our responsibility to create pathways for others to access teshuvah. We will be rewarded for doing so.